In The End - Ending Before It Began

In the end, I'll remember the disappointment that I told myself I wouldn't carry in my heart
I'll remember the pain I felt when I told myself I couldn't love you like I wanted to
In the moments where I can't believe in human life anymore and everything falls fast to the floor
Your face passes by my consciousness and I acknowledge you as my past
I'll also remember that I was wrong all along and we never should have been
The thought lingers and burns with each passing second.


In the end I realize....


I made it easy for you to forget about me...

Simple Words I

Maybe it's my fault...I've propogated this for a while now....


So many changes are happening to me, it's taxing to even try and consider them all....


I'm going through it, that much is true....and I don't know where I'll end up..


As long as I have things to consider, I'll be good though..


....but I don't want to lose you..........