I am not at the place I should be.
Such a deeper meaning behind those words...for me at this point
The friends I've made....were some of them worth keeping? And what about the bonds I've created? Did they mean nothing then? Do they mean anything now...?
Eh, I guess it just can't be helped sometimes. I feel like the loner. And sometimes I embrace that facet of me too often. You might call it being introvert.
I'm also beginning to think I'm a damn insomniac now...smhhhhhh..I mean, it was usually 3 for my bedtime at HU, but now that I'm home you'd think my habits of that stupidity would cease, but FUCKKKKK...they haven't :(
I just am in contemplation mode since I can't fucking sleep and lowkey...I think it has been affecting me in a negative way overall.....eh...when I wake up I'll be excited for Christmas and shit...lmaooooo =)
...so after rereading this, I conclude that I can flip my own damn frown upside down lmao. Can you give yourself the pat on the back when it's time to?
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