February so far.....

I never thought I would make it to 40 posts. I guess I'm too lazy just blessed to notice it now. Hope all is well in your world. I'm hanging in there. Honestly. I'm making moves I never thought I would make. I also feel like I'm in an interesting position of power right now. I feel like I can move through space at one thought. Actually, the other way around. I get so lost in my thoughts I often forget how to touch down into reality again. Babble? No, it's whatever you want it to be actually lol.


So I'm on FB one day and this random guy adds me. He's from New Britain and he thought he knew me. No wait, he asked me if I knew him and I said no lol. I tried to choose my words carefully, but apparently I'm stupid  my word choice wasn't good enough and he wants to chat with me tomorrow.....lmao. Too bad I haven't confirmed him as a friend yet.......LMFAO. Now who gets egg all over their face? ROTFL AKA Checkmate biotch.


So I say all that to say.......NOW u have to add me on FB to be cool with me......? I just thought it was so weird how he wanted to add me and be my friend and talk to me like I would be ok with it lol. PEOPLE ARE NUTS!!!!! Point blank period. So....we'll see tomorrow how I feel about that whole situation. For the moment (and it is SO ESSENTIAL to place yourself in the moment!!) the New Orleans Saints have won the Super Bowl for the first time!! CONGRATS && GEAUX SAINTS!!!! Kinda brings me back to some other firsts, like Venus' and Serena's first conquest of the U.S. Open lol....ok so that kinda fails in comparison? IDK....psyche!! Both were VERY important poignant in their individual sports. So there lol.


Ok so these thoughts are gonna be indirect : And about this whole phone situation with this guy.........words can't even express how much I regret giving you my phone number and you using it to waste my time!!!!! FUCK!!!! And other thing.....where the fuck have you been....? You just drop conversation with me altogether? Please believe once the first indirect thought is taken care of, you will come soon THEREAFTER. But you know what? I'm surprised I haven't completely dropped you like you dropped me.....hmm.......patience, time and energy all on the line huh? So sorry my focus can't be on such frivolous items....LMAOOOOOO


Ok back to the post lol. February has always been good to me. But Black History Month always comes and goes so I probably won't be inspired to write as much as I want to. But I'll dig deep. I'll do it. (nods) (smiles) :)


February couldn't be more interesting as the days go by like the pages in my planner lol. (shrugs) It's all part of life I guess. Lord let me just find the focus in my schoolwork and in the workplace. Lemme conclude with this. Ask and the door will be opened unto you is what Jesus says (or something like it....) but be wise enough not to open it if it is as suspicious as a bomb threat. Wait....like a guy dressed in black && with a black ski mask on. A...men. Thank you God. :)