Really though....who counts sheep? Sleep Thoughts I
Having a relationship is overrated. Being single is overrated. There's no middle point to me. People (and family embarrassingly enough) PRESS me to be in a relationship with a lady, but I can't say yes when my heart is timidly searching for sustenance-sustenance in the form of stability, in the form of It's hungry, yes, and someone will end up devoured, for it does not want to stop. My heart knows what it wants too, and it hasn't met it yet. FYI, I'm perfectly content with my single-ness. After all, I'm been standing on my own two feet for a while now. Now, I have a legitimate reason for this too...not like I really need one but whatever lol. My reason is that I've been working at my current job..well here's a truck lol for about 5 months now.....and I don't feel like spending my hard-earned money on a girl about to leave me a few months later.....so that means I'm not looking for now (as hard as that may be to believe) but I'm looking for later. And seemingly contrary to popular belief (and people really care about sexual orientation nowadays.....SMH) I love women =) I just am not seeking a relationship at the moment. Yeah, shit happens and I might have slipped somewhere down the line....I'm human and more than willing to admit my mistakes when I've made them. These thoughts of mine.....are hopefully temporary since I don't want to be alone all my life lol. But I'll end like this-wherever life takes you, love like you've never been hurt. Make sure this life is unforgettable, since you only got one! If you find love, I hope that orgasm is OUTRAGEOUS. Ok I'm gonna try and find some sleep now lol.
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